Struggle.

Man, I am having a hard time starting with the OBOD stuff (again). I’m trying to rid it of its negative feel post-OBODocalypse, but it’s really hanging on. And I’m really dragging my feet. I don’t feel like dropping it would be the right thing to do, but it’s hard to want to keep going with so much resistance. And if you’re resisting something, isn’t that a sign you might be doing the wrong thing?

How do you force yourself to not force yourself to do something when your whole life you’ve been forcing yourself to force yourself? By forcing yourself?

I need to force a baseball bat on something very dent-able.

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