I’m a little late with this post, mostly because of a highly chaotic week.
I just wanted to post and let my reader(s) know that I’ve received some messages that have helped me, at least partially, thwart my crisis of faith.
A friend and I went to a “wellness retreat” thing that was basically short sessions of a whole bunch of healing modalities. Very cool, but I received some very poignant messages. The healer that was working on me after, said… wow… your heart is really sad. I was like, YA THINK!? Anyways. I was heartened to feel like… I’m not sure what exactly. Like my issues were relatable, and that other people could identify and actually feel what was wrong with me. I felt connected to the infinite. I’m not sure how to describe it really.
Also, I received some messages from some crystals. I was having a hard time trying to decide what crystal to bring to our Imbolc ceremony, and I just decided that none of them were going to do the trick. So on a whim, I just kind of ended up near the local crystal place, and I picked out a few that jumped out at me. I was looking for one in particular, so I picked it up. The owner said that the one I had wanted was labelled incorrectly, and was actually another crystal entirely! So, fine, I said, they pick me anyways, and I went on my happy way.
I get home, and I read what the crystal is useful for, and… let’s just say, it was a message. It was “I hear you, I know what you’re going through” in rock form. I also picked up the perfect crystal for Brighid. Who knew? Maybe I just haven’t been listening in the proper forum… maybe crystals could be a great way for me to communicate with The Powers That Be?
I dunno. This is a spazzy response because I’m still feeling spazzy, but I was very happy to have a feeling that I was being looked out for. It’s been a very lonely few years.