So for Day 4, I created a little gift for my grovies, since it was our initiation on Saturday. I made some Prayer Beads, since I’m such a fan of malas, and each bead corresponds to a part of the ADF Core Order of Ritual. I wrote a short little ritual to go along with it, so I’m counting the production of these beads and the testing of the rite as my Ritual du Jour.
Ritual Prayer Beads a la Tara
For Day 5, we had our grove initiation. Obviously I’m not going to blog about the specifics, other than it was AWESOME. It’s really nice to feel like I have a family in this way, especially since losing connection to my blood family lately. I feel all warm and fuzzy. Grey Catsidhe (our fearless leader) put on a truly meaningful initiation, and as always, we all felt warm and welcomed. I haven’t felt really proud to be part of something in a very long time.
As for what should have been Day 6, I decided to do another kind of worship. I spent the day worshipping The One Who Knocks, also known as Heisenberg. What can I say. Everyone needs some kind of escapism, right?
Actual Day 6 ended up being a sort of desperate call for help. It’s no big secret that a lot of my life is in flux right now, so I decided I would just straight up pray, since I couldn’t find the strength to get out of bed. I’ve been working a lot to this point with the Morrigan (weird, since I mostly write about Vedic stuff, I know. But the heart wants what the heart wants). Here’s the prayer I use:
Morrigan Morrigan three times three,
Hear the words I ask of thee.
Grant me vision, Grant me power,
Cheer me in my darkest hour.
As the night overtakes the day,
Morrigan Morrigan light my way.
Morrigan Morrigan Raven Queen,
Round & round the Hawthorn green.
Queen of beauty, Queen of Art,
Yours my body, Yours my heart.
All my trust I place in thee,
Morrigan Morrigan be with me.
Unfortunately, I didn’t record the original author when I first found this, so I apologize to whoever wrote this. I do love it though, so I thought I should share. I look to the Morrigan when I’m about to “go into battle”, and she always brings me her warrior energy. You don’t fuck with the Morrigan, so I try to channel her energy whenever I’m in a bind. Turns out, she gave me the strength to push through what was looking to be a completely disastrous situation. So I thank her for that!