I’ve been feeling all kinds of ill lately, so I elected to take a few peaceful days to myself. I spent a little time reading Starhawk’s The Spiral Dance (which is excellent so far), and asking the Morrigan to help me keep my lunch down.
The two things I did do, however, is spend a little time with my prayer beads. I had a chance to go through them again, without the critical eye, and it was a lovely little way to bring me into ritual space. Even if it was just for a few minutes. The only thing worse than a small ritual is no ritual, after all.
The other thing I had a chance to do is “commune with the moon”. I offered a gingerbread cookie, because my husband had just baked them (good for the barfs, you see), and offered a devotional that went something like this:
In your presence, beloved Moon, I remember my femaleness.
In your presence, beloved Moon, I tap into yin energy.
In your presence, I think of the tides that ebb and flow, much like life.
In your presence, I allow myself to rest.
In your presence, beloved Moon, I find peace.
In your presence, I give you this offering of my love and my harvest.
In your presence, I ask that you bring me peace and serenity over your next cycle.
Short and sweet. The Moon also gave me the reversed Ram as an offering. Usually, I would associate the Ram with stubbornness and tenacity. But the reversed meaning means to me what I’d associate Moon energy with – learning to go with the flow. Not letting go of your standards or anything, but seeing what’s around the next corner instead of busting your head through the wall. Makes sense, really, since I’ve had to make peace with a rather huge thing lately, and it’s completely changed my outlook on life.
Thanks for the reminder, sister Moon!